Awaiting
the arrival of snow peas for my dinner table, I had plenty of time to pull the
occasional crabgrass from the largely open expanse of soil that had been my
wonderful garden earlier in the year. The peas were an experiment to discover
whether or not seeds planted in July could produce a harvest in August or
September. I considered what I could do with the stalks of the sunflowers after
birds had harvested their seeds, and I watched for more bush beans to appear.
More Produce Rolling In on July 11th of 2016 |
Meanwhile,
I noted that walking on the dormant grass of the lawn, a tawny tan in August,
sounded much like striding on the frosted grass of earliest spring: crunch,
crunch, crunch with each step.
On a
special day, I observed a large Zebra Swallowtail gracefully sailing among the
flowers. Its silvery stripes imparted elegance to its form. Where I live, the
Black Swallowtails are the most numerous; the Eastern Tiger Swallowtails, the
second most numerous. I seldom spot a Spicebush Swallowtail, but I may be
mistaking them for Black Swallowtails. The Tigers are my immediate topic. They
are energetic, as if they might be coffee lovers having imbibed a bit too much
caffeine. They rapidly flit from blossom to blossom before darting way toward
the tops of the trees. The Zebra Swallowtail was much more serene. Its smooth
movements made the tranquility of the scene all the more noticeable. The Zebra
was in harmony with its surroundings, and, as I was part of its environment, I
was in tune with it. I watched and watched until it floated away.
Empty Spaces in My Garden After Removal of Carrots |
I realized
just how pleased I was to have tried a second season of gardening, even if
circumstances had reduced my crop to only one vegetable: snow peas. In the
extreme heat and humidity of summer, I was given time to keep my garden spot
entirely free of weeds and to watch a Zebra Swallowtail hovering above the
petals of sweet flowers.
The
metamorphosis of the butterfly never fails to inspire my sense of awe. The same
creature that is a larva during one phase of its existence becomes a pilot
capable of exquisite flight in another chapter of its life. What would it be
like if we were to reach a certain age when we would go to sleep for a time,
after which we would awaken with wings to lift us lightly into the air? Perhaps
our lifetimes are the preparation for that flight. My friend Mary, whose story
served to initiate my blogging, often said she was earning her wings.
A Cat Among My Squash Plants |
I stood
near my garden and asked if the individual human life indeed extends beyond the
grave, and, at that moment, a cicada alighted on my nose and chattered before
dashing off. I laughed aloud! Walt Whitman’s lines rushed into my recollection:
“Ya-honk [the wild gander] says, and
sounds it down to me like an invitation … I listening close, / Find its purpose
… .” Chee-chee-chee the cicada said
like an invitation to me. I recalled a passage from Chuang Tsu: “A cicada and a
young dove laugh at Peng, saying, ‘When we try hard we can reach the trees …
.’”* Summer gardening welcomed me to experience far more than I would have
thought possible.
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*Chuang Tsu Inner Chapters: A New Translation
by Gia-Fu Feng and Jane English (New York: Vintage, 1974).