I am
astonished that I am weeding and watering my garden. From the time I was little
until the time I went away to college, my mother insisted that I work in the
garden, and I did not look forward to the tedious labor: especially the task of
pulling tiny weeds from rows of tiny carrots! Only in my adulthood—after many
years of university education and university teaching—have I returned to
growing vegetables, and I can hardly get enough of the good feeling that
working in the earth invokes for me.
On May 24th, Plants Defining Rows in My Garden |
So I stride
forth of an early morning, hoe in hand, sprinkling buckets nearby, and survey
the dominion of beets and squash. I will become them; they, me. After all, we
are what we eat. When I look closely at the beans forming like slow-motion
balloons, I am seeing the future cells of my body. Oh, and did I mention I use
no insecticide, herbicide, or fungicide on my vegetables? I am afraid that they
must face life without such protections. When their matter mixes with mine and
becomes me after lunch or dinner, they bring with them no harmful chemicals to
inflict illness or disease on me.
On June 5th, Weeds Overtaking My Garden |
In “A Song
of the Rolling Earth,” Walt Whitman wrote that “the substantial words are in the ground
and sea, / They are in the air, they are in you.” He suggested that the words I
am using now are feeble and pale in comparison to the strong and vibrant
“words” on which they are modeled. Whitman continued, “Human
bodies are words,”
more substantial than the words I am forming here. Whitman said, “Air, soil, water,
fire—those are words, / I myself am a word with them—my qualities
interpenetrate with theirs” even as I was just saying about becoming what I
have for dinner. Leave it to Whitman to use the metaphor of words, themselves metaphors,
to signify the most profound meanings and the most fundamental communication!
On June 5th, My Garden After Meticulous Hoeing |
For
gardening is meaningful communication with the earth. Each glistening pebble I
find in the rows attests to vast geological processes that have brought us
together in this instant. Every dancing butterfly I glimpse above the flowers
speaks about miraculous biological changes that have transformed caterpillars
into fluttering splashes of vivid color. All the stems and leaves around me
give voice to rock, water, sun, and wind.
And
the baby rabbit I discover watching me is a triumph of living art! My artistic
ability is not equal to the challenge of making a twitching rabbit. Yet the
universe knows how to create such intricate lives!
When
I walk into my garden each day, I am prepared for amazement. Wonders surround
me, and I stand sampling the fresh air in their midst. Even as I reflect on the
spiritual tonic that gardening has become for me, I must confront realities. My
cucumbers are not doing well. They appear to be wilting, even with abundant
rainfall. As I have seen no cucumber beetles, I am unable to diagnose the cause
of the problem. Animals continue to sample the plants, even eating the tops off
one or two sunflowers; the critters have been most devastating to the beans, it
seems.
Garden After Rain on June 12: A Few Wonderful Plants |
Even
though I have gardened for enough years to recognize that all my gardens are
similar, I also acknowledge that different years bring different gardens. This
year, I will focus my appreciation on a few plants and not spread my gratitude
over multitudes crowded into sprawling rows. Why not? Because many seeds did
not sprout. Gaps are everywhere and probably will not fill in even when the
plants are mature.
Despite
my poor yields, I have already been enjoying mustard greens in fresh salads.
The mesclun seeds that I planted included five varieties: Beet Bull’s Blood,
Spinach Bloomsdale Long Standing, Lettuce Black Seeded Simpson, Lettuce Red
Salad Bowl, and Mustard Tendergreen. The mustard predominated, with a few of
the green lettuce leaves in between. I find no trace of the beets, the spinach,
or the red lettuce. The mustard leaves have what I would describe as a spicy
note. Adding the mustard to mixed salad that I have bought at the grocery store
has brightened lots of lunches. Recently, I noticed that the mustard leaves are
beginning to toughen and become bitter, but I can see that other vegetables
will soon be ready to harvest.
So,
this year, Whitman might say that my patch of earth is singing simple songs,
not grand oratorios as in past summers. I am learning that simplicity can be
the proverbial spice of life.
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